guess what I'm doing.

I'm sitting here...at 7am...eating cereal...waiting to go get my laundry at 715....

then I will put it in the dryer...and wait til about 8 to go get it...

then Idunno what I will do after that..

P.S...I didn't sleep...at all

I AM HAPPY

What a change.

Last night I worked at Village Traders and it was magic hours. I closed Traders with Courtney and we met up with Lauren and Lindsay and went to play in Epcot til midnight. I had so much fun hanging out with them! I love the fact that I now have friends to hang out with outside my apartment. Don't get me wrong..I really do love the girls I live with but we always have crazy different schedules and we are all way different. I have alot in common with Lauren Courtney and Lindsay...we like alot of the same music..Thats big for me LMAO.

Yea so I am thinking about going seasonal here at Disney after my program is over. That just means that I will have to work 40 hours out of the entire year and I get into the park for free all year. I still only get up to 3 people in free up to 6 times....but I could come down here in the summer and work or during breaks or whatever...who knows...I may just wait and do another college program. I already know what I wanna do with my life and I will finish in a year so...yea =P

I miss my friends so much back home. I wish you could all come freakin visit me!

Um....

I believe in me.

I'm losin' myself
Tryin' to compete
With everyone else
Instead of just bein' me

I don't know where to turn
I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak

I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
You see, I just wanna believe in me

The mirror can lie
Doesn't show you what's inside
And it, it can tell you you're full of life
It's amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile

I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
You see, I just wanna believe in me

I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down
Not today

I guess I always knew
That I had all the strength
To make it through

Not gonna be afraid
I'm gonna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
'Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
You see, now, now I believe in me

Now I believe in me


Goodness gracious Demi is one talented girl thats for sure. I love that song and when I listened to it today something hit me...

So I have decided I definatly want to get my certificate/degree/whatever in Recording Arts. How I'm gonna pay for technical school is another issue but we will reach that when we get there. I will just apply for scholarships and loans. I want it and I'm gonna get it. I believe in myself. It's something I have ALWAYS been interested in so why not right? I really believe that thats what I'm supposed to be doing. If that changes then God will let me know. Or if I'm not listening correctly. I sure hope I am tho =P I also know I want to do another College Program. I am going to go in with a goal tho. I would just extend but I have obligations to my best friend and her wedding as the Maid of Honor so I will be going home this spring. I will work a shitload..sorry for that word but I don't think "alot" covers it. If I have to I will find 2 jobs. I have stuff to pay for and debts to my family so I wanna get that covered. I want to start at Media Tech too if that works out. Or another tech school. I want to apply to be in the college program again. Merchandising is going at the bottom of my list tho. I want something new. All I have done is Merch. Every job I have ever done. I want a NEW adventure. I'm thinking charactor attendant. That way I will be in with the Entertainment department. I want to meet someone in the Shows technical department. I might even do that before I leave this program..but I think I want to come back to disney and experience this one more time. WHO KNOW'S....Things are always changing. I am so excited to be home tho. I just realized how jumbled and random this is. Get over it =P Love you all...anywho. I got a 3 page letter from Rosi today. I was so excited. I wanna thank Amy and Rosi for being awesome and sending me letters. I love mail! I know technology is here and there really is no need to spend money on stamps and take the time to write letters but it's fun! So yea thats why I have been sending out so many letters and stuff! Um...Woah..Be Yourself by Audioslave just came on...hehehe yay.

Um I'm going to get ready for work now.

Sunday I'm going to Magic Kingdom and to see Katelyn Tarvers show at The Backbooth
Monday I'm going to Universal Studios!

Yippee Skippee

ok NOW I'm going to get ready for work...maybe.

Trick or TREEEAAAATT

Isn't it beautiful? This was wednesday. I went to Magic Kingdom by myself and walked around. I had fun. I went on Monsters Inc. Laugh Floor. I sent in the same joke as last time and they used it again. It was awesome! I just walked around Tomorrowland mostly. After that I watched Dream Along with Mickey. IT WAS SO COOL. hahaha I'm such a little kid when it comes to all that suff.

Well yesterday was Halloween. I had to work all day. It was fun tho. I got alot of compliments on my guest servicing. It made me happy to know I was doing a good job. I talked to a man who was supposed to be there with his wife. It was supposed to be their 30th wedding anniversary trip. She had MS and was confined to a wheelchair. In 2000, she was diagnosed with Cancer. The doctor told her she had 16 months to live. Long Story short, she passed away this year. 8 YEARS after she was diagnosed and she was told she only had 16 months...how amazing is that? He was telling me how they went to Disney World at least once every year and they went on 5 Disney Cruises! The reason they came back so much is the guest service and the handicap accessability! It was so cool talking to him. The trip he was on was their planned trip for their 30th wedding anniversary and he was taking it for them. He goes on the cruise soon and then comes back to Disney World. He said he is gonna come back and find me. He was cool.
I saw some pretty creative costumes yesterday working on Halloween. I'm sure there were even better/crazier/more creative costumes at Mickey's Not So Scary Halloween Party.



I came home and stayed in my costume from work. I was a 1770's Colonial girl. The table was covered with cupcakes and apples with TONS of stuff to decorate them with. I covered an apple in caramel and then dipped it in m&m's and crunch pieces. I felt like such a little kid....I tried to eat it...



It was delicious. I definatly had a hard time eating it. I just ended up by wiping the caramel and stuff off with my finger and eating it. It was so yummy. I felt like I was about to go into a sugar coma. It was amazing hahaha. I made a huge mess. I had caramel all over my face. It was crazy fun! After a while I changed into my real costume... =P


I was PIKACHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

HAHAHAHA Here is what I looked at to do my make-up.



I bought this shirt at Epcot in Japan! hahahaha It's such a great shirt. Isn't it the greatest costume ever? Don't lie you know it is! hahahahaha

Well...My night was good. I had a fun halloween. I have work tonight. It's only a 6 hour shift and then I have tomorrow and Monday off! I can't wait to go to universal on Monday. I have never been and I'm really excited!