guess what I'm doing.

I'm sitting here...at 7am...eating cereal...waiting to go get my laundry at 715....

then I will put it in the dryer...and wait til about 8 to go get it...

then Idunno what I will do after that..

P.S...I didn't sleep...at all

I AM HAPPY

What a change.

Last night I worked at Village Traders and it was magic hours. I closed Traders with Courtney and we met up with Lauren and Lindsay and went to play in Epcot til midnight. I had so much fun hanging out with them! I love the fact that I now have friends to hang out with outside my apartment. Don't get me wrong..I really do love the girls I live with but we always have crazy different schedules and we are all way different. I have alot in common with Lauren Courtney and Lindsay...we like alot of the same music..Thats big for me LMAO.

Yea so I am thinking about going seasonal here at Disney after my program is over. That just means that I will have to work 40 hours out of the entire year and I get into the park for free all year. I still only get up to 3 people in free up to 6 times....but I could come down here in the summer and work or during breaks or whatever...who knows...I may just wait and do another college program. I already know what I wanna do with my life and I will finish in a year so...yea =P

I miss my friends so much back home. I wish you could all come freakin visit me!

Um....

I believe in me.

I'm losin' myself
Tryin' to compete
With everyone else
Instead of just bein' me

I don't know where to turn
I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak

I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
You see, I just wanna believe in me

The mirror can lie
Doesn't show you what's inside
And it, it can tell you you're full of life
It's amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile

I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
You see, I just wanna believe in me

I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down
Not today

I guess I always knew
That I had all the strength
To make it through

Not gonna be afraid
I'm gonna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
'Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
You see, now, now I believe in me

Now I believe in me


Goodness gracious Demi is one talented girl thats for sure. I love that song and when I listened to it today something hit me...

So I have decided I definatly want to get my certificate/degree/whatever in Recording Arts. How I'm gonna pay for technical school is another issue but we will reach that when we get there. I will just apply for scholarships and loans. I want it and I'm gonna get it. I believe in myself. It's something I have ALWAYS been interested in so why not right? I really believe that thats what I'm supposed to be doing. If that changes then God will let me know. Or if I'm not listening correctly. I sure hope I am tho =P I also know I want to do another College Program. I am going to go in with a goal tho. I would just extend but I have obligations to my best friend and her wedding as the Maid of Honor so I will be going home this spring. I will work a shitload..sorry for that word but I don't think "alot" covers it. If I have to I will find 2 jobs. I have stuff to pay for and debts to my family so I wanna get that covered. I want to start at Media Tech too if that works out. Or another tech school. I want to apply to be in the college program again. Merchandising is going at the bottom of my list tho. I want something new. All I have done is Merch. Every job I have ever done. I want a NEW adventure. I'm thinking charactor attendant. That way I will be in with the Entertainment department. I want to meet someone in the Shows technical department. I might even do that before I leave this program..but I think I want to come back to disney and experience this one more time. WHO KNOW'S....Things are always changing. I am so excited to be home tho. I just realized how jumbled and random this is. Get over it =P Love you all...anywho. I got a 3 page letter from Rosi today. I was so excited. I wanna thank Amy and Rosi for being awesome and sending me letters. I love mail! I know technology is here and there really is no need to spend money on stamps and take the time to write letters but it's fun! So yea thats why I have been sending out so many letters and stuff! Um...Woah..Be Yourself by Audioslave just came on...hehehe yay.

Um I'm going to get ready for work now.

Sunday I'm going to Magic Kingdom and to see Katelyn Tarvers show at The Backbooth
Monday I'm going to Universal Studios!

Yippee Skippee

ok NOW I'm going to get ready for work...maybe.

Trick or TREEEAAAATT

Isn't it beautiful? This was wednesday. I went to Magic Kingdom by myself and walked around. I had fun. I went on Monsters Inc. Laugh Floor. I sent in the same joke as last time and they used it again. It was awesome! I just walked around Tomorrowland mostly. After that I watched Dream Along with Mickey. IT WAS SO COOL. hahaha I'm such a little kid when it comes to all that suff.

Well yesterday was Halloween. I had to work all day. It was fun tho. I got alot of compliments on my guest servicing. It made me happy to know I was doing a good job. I talked to a man who was supposed to be there with his wife. It was supposed to be their 30th wedding anniversary trip. She had MS and was confined to a wheelchair. In 2000, she was diagnosed with Cancer. The doctor told her she had 16 months to live. Long Story short, she passed away this year. 8 YEARS after she was diagnosed and she was told she only had 16 months...how amazing is that? He was telling me how they went to Disney World at least once every year and they went on 5 Disney Cruises! The reason they came back so much is the guest service and the handicap accessability! It was so cool talking to him. The trip he was on was their planned trip for their 30th wedding anniversary and he was taking it for them. He goes on the cruise soon and then comes back to Disney World. He said he is gonna come back and find me. He was cool.
I saw some pretty creative costumes yesterday working on Halloween. I'm sure there were even better/crazier/more creative costumes at Mickey's Not So Scary Halloween Party.



I came home and stayed in my costume from work. I was a 1770's Colonial girl. The table was covered with cupcakes and apples with TONS of stuff to decorate them with. I covered an apple in caramel and then dipped it in m&m's and crunch pieces. I felt like such a little kid....I tried to eat it...



It was delicious. I definatly had a hard time eating it. I just ended up by wiping the caramel and stuff off with my finger and eating it. It was so yummy. I felt like I was about to go into a sugar coma. It was amazing hahaha. I made a huge mess. I had caramel all over my face. It was crazy fun! After a while I changed into my real costume... =P


I was PIKACHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

HAHAHAHA Here is what I looked at to do my make-up.



I bought this shirt at Epcot in Japan! hahahaha It's such a great shirt. Isn't it the greatest costume ever? Don't lie you know it is! hahahahaha

Well...My night was good. I had a fun halloween. I have work tonight. It's only a 6 hour shift and then I have tomorrow and Monday off! I can't wait to go to universal on Monday. I have never been and I'm really excited!

The stars at night are big and bright

DEEP IN THE HEART OF TEXAS.

I miss Texas/Texans.

So Yesterday I went to Hollywood Stuidos by myself. It was interesting. I watched The Little Mermaid show. It was really good. At least Ariel was good in this show. Unlike Beauty & The Beast where Belle was horrible...I got to walk around and just think about stuff. I guess going to a park alone isn't too horrible. Oh and my favorite thing...It was chilly! So excited =P It felt nice to get out alone and be away from my apartment. Things are changing. I love all the girls to death but I don't think some of them realize how they alienate others and make us feel left out. It's ok tho. I can't force people to hang out with me. I don't wanna be a bitch about it so I just leave it alone. I just wish everyone was wrong. Everyone told me "8 girls..holy cow drama" I told them "nah it will be fine"....I found a way to make it work for me...I guess I just have to keep to myself for now. We will see how it goes later. Me and Alayna went to walmart to get movies. Did you know they have dollar dvd vending machines? DVD VENDING MACHINES. I loved it. We got The Happening and War Inc. Both were good movies. The happening freaked me out but those of you who know me know my brain can't process that those things are fake so I freak my self out easily hahaha. War Inc. cracked me up. I love Hilary Duff.
Well today I woke up at 1pm. AMAZING. I love sleep. I just relaxed all morning and decided I was going to go to Epcot. I haven't gotten to do much at Epcot besides working there and walking around world showcase. Today I did alot of the silly stuff I have wanted to do that people I have been with didn't want to do. Again, I had alot of fun (well as much fun as you can have alone). I wasn't in the greatest mood when I left but just being at Epcot made me happy. I don't see how people hate Disney World. It just makes me so happy! Well I work at Village Traders tomorrow. I really enjoy working there alot more then American Adventure but American Adventure has more going on. I get off at 5:30 then I'm taking my friend Jamie to the airport. He is going to New York. I am SO jealous! Then I dunno what I'm doing. I have to be up at 8:30 so I better go to bed.

Goodnight world,

8 girls 1 apartment.

I'm being tested.



Thats for sure...

nananananana been there before.

I love how I keep quoting Hanson.

So Me and Alayna are planning a walk. If you are a Hanson fan then you should know what a walk is. Go to Takethewalk.net and read up if you would like. We are still putting all the details together so I don't have much at the moment buuuut it will be fun.

and she begs please watch over me.....

She wakes and takes her place in line
And never bothers to ask why the
mirror sheds no light at all
The days turn into lesser days until there's only night
The light it wouldn't help she's too far gone

Her time is up it's five o'clock
It never stops

And she says please, and she says please
And she says please, watch over me

I watch her slowly make her way
Down on a road she shouldn't take
She always ends where she began

The years go by, they're adding up
She clicks her heels but she's still stuck
She's giving in but won't give up she'll never stop

And she says please, and she says please
And she says please, watch over me
And she says please, and she is,
On her knees and she begs and she pleads

She counts the time 'til her heart breaks
Just waiting for her next mistake

And I said please, and she says please
And she says please, watch over me

On her knees and she begs and she pleads she says
Please, and she says please and she
says please watch over me

She counts the time 'til her heart breaks
Just waiting for her next mistake
Don't give up i know you've stopped believing
And you're down and you're begging you're pleading
Don't give up cause you're not too far gone

When you can't get thru it...listen to it...

I'm working on something

can't wait to share it with you.


I'm just sitting with a couple of my roommates at the dining room table. I bought red Toms today. I am SO excited. 3 kids and counting. I want to go on a shoe drop SO bad.

The end.

We can conquer this great divide....

So I totally fell in love again last night.

With Hansons music.

Honestly I loved it before but watching the passion they put into playin and performing that music...sigh..it was so amazing. Honestly...those of you who are pre-judging Hanson by mmmbop (Which is an amazing song anyways) needs to go to myspace.com/hansonmusic and listen to their music now. They words mean so much and I'm pretty sure you would love it too if you would give them a chance. I hate it when people make fun of them from 11 years ago. Even tho they were so young writing amazing music back then..I think all of you were to young to appreciate what it meant...we all were.

Besides the fact that House of Blues in Orlando PISSED me off cuz they dont' allow cameras in their building...even tho girls were putting their cameras in their pants and sneaking them in...and the drunk people and bitchy people tho pushed infront...I had an AMAZING time...I kinda forgot all about that when they started playing. I was so happy. It was such a great concert.....VERY INSPIRING....Me and Alayna are gonna be working on a project soon..I'm so excited.

Thats all I really have right now. I'm wearing a pikachu shirt and getting ready to go to Hollywood Studios! =P Bye Ya'll

I walked with you once apon a dream...

Magic Kingdom was wonderful today. Hot but magical non the less. Today was the first time that I saw the entire Dreams Come True parade. It was lovely. MINUS the whole Walt Disney who looked nothing like Walt Disney. What are kids supposed to think? Walt came back to life? I mean the Charactors there are real...so why is Walt fake..hmmmm? Thats not up for discussion at the moment. So I was told that Hanson..yes as in mmmbop for those of you who don't listen (or refuse to listen) to their amazingly great music now...Was in the park today. My friend Amanda got to load them on the tea cups! How awesome would that be. I have never seen these guys in person. BUT I will tomorrow. Heck yes for HANSON TOMORROW NIGHT! I am effing excited. Anywho. I met 3 princesses and Peter Pan today. Peter looked oddly like Zac Efron in tights. So we decided it was Zac Efrons disguise. Laura said she was tempted to sing "We're all in this together" and see if he started tapping his toe or something. There was an amazing lightning storm and it looked like the strikes were going behind the castle. It was crazy beautiful. Thats a Hanson song..haha ANYWAYS.

So Um..I ate Cici's for dinner. I am still stuffed. YUM

The end.

I like long walks on the beach....

No I really do. Even if they are man-made ones at Disney Resort Hotels!

I had alot of fun getting to play in the water and walk around in the sand. It amazes me how beautiful it was. Look at the lights in the background? How awesome is that. I think it may be the Boardwalk but I'm not sure. Any disney folk looking for a good date beach and dont' want to drive an hour and a half to cocoa beach..go to the beach club hahaha. Me and Laura just had picture time. (*to the tune of sneaker night by Vanessa Hudgens *Yea thats right its picture night*) ANYWHO. It was fun. Until....I fell in the water.
NOT COOL. I knew it too. Laura told me to do a jump in the water and I thought to myself..I'm going to fall. The sand was like quick sand. There is no way I would be able to catch myself...but I jumped anyways. I sat right down in that water. Thank goodness it was warm water. I had sand all over me. VERY uncomfortable haha. The night was very fun tho. It was a chance to get out my apartment and hang out with a good friend. Laura took some really great pictures. If you have my myspace or facebook you can see them. I am working on getting an online photo album for all my pictures so those of you who don't have either of those things can see all my bazillions of pictures I have taken since I have been in the wonderful world of Disney! hahaha. I will definatly keep everyone updated. I really need to start getting ready. I think I might go to Magic Kingdom today! I'm excited. FRIENDS: Text me your addresses if you haven't given it to me already. I need to finish sending out postcards. ALSO. Those of you who I have already sent them out to, when you get them let me know please. I want to make sure they got there! =P

Not so Creative.

Hello World. How's it going?
I hear it's wonderful in Orlando Florida.

Woah I didn't just quote Jonas did I? Wait. Yea I did... anyways

Have you ever just been stuck in a rut? I am happy yet something is grabbing me and pulling me down. This HUGE weight on my shoulders. I don't know what it is yet but I'm hoping it just goes away soon because it's hurting me.

On a lighter note. I have the next 3 days off. I am going to Magic Kingdom tomorrow =) Expect pictures. I am going to see Hanson on Thursday. Hanson? as in mmmbop? Yes Hanson. I am so excited cuz I am most definatly a Hanson CV. I am also scared for my life. Think about this. Those of you who are Jonas fans. Crazy screaming girls all the time right. Well take that times it by 11 years of fans and 5-10 years older then most Jonas fans. Yea..You might get mauled at this show. I'm scared but so effing excited.

I really miss everyone from back home. I am not gonna lie. I feel so disconnected. I have talked to Crystal quite a bit but honestly she seems like the only person making an effort to talk to me. How pitiful am I for complaining about this on a blog? BUT...I text/call/message/comment people and no one gets back to me. It's like a died. Morbid I know but I didn't fall off the face of the earth. I just moved to Florida. Technology is an amazing thing these days. Whatever

Ok Well It's bed time for Heather. I dunno when I will fall asleep cuz Alayna is watching Hanson videos and going gaga over the random "hott" noises they make. LMAO.

Goodnight World.